First of the matter

First on my many reason as to why I've been MIA begins at the closure of my school year.  I ended my freshman year as any 15 year old girl would wish to.  Getting my learners' permit, making honor role, getting an award for my starring role in the musical, and finally feeling like I belong at the elite collegiate school that I now attended.  I finally had the life I've always wanted.  I wasn't a nobody anymore.  I had friends, enough to feed my ever growing need to belong.  I had one best friend that I knew I could trust with my life.  I had one crush that one day was flirting right back, and the next ignoring me.  I had one great guy friend. I had my first ever stage kiss.  I had my wonderful horse that was all mine that I could have forever.  And I even spent my final day of freshman year lying on the beach with two of my best friends :) Summer was gonna be a piece of cake! Right?

Back from planet Mars

So here I am..after 3 months of being A-wall.  Sorry I guess? I've had a lot going on.  Keep up with the next few posts to know what.